I swear I'm a Sam!girl...but I mean, come on!

( just one thing about tonight's episode )

Okay so yesterday was kind of a blur. I had the greatest cup of coffee ever which resulted in a fast-paced day in which I had work and then I had me some James time.

And I wrote a bit on the vampire!Dean story. Nothing really yet so far. But I like how it's going. ( This is what I've written so far )

So tell me what you think. Be honest..tell me if it sucks big donkey dick.

And I think I may bug a few of you while I write this because well...I want to and you can't do anything about it. So just take it. Ha.

And yeah I've been out of the jared_stillness contests for two weeks and I really wanna do this one cuz it's Jared in a cowboy hat. And mmm is that hot or what? Yes! But if I don't make it by tonight's deadline then I'll just make an icon post cuz I must icon the Texan boy.

*hugs flist*

Sidenote: My boyfriend's parents found his brother's bong. Stupid pothead. I think that's hilarious. But I'm not a bad girl so I can laugh and then go do homework or something..lol.

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Okay so I got really bored and I decided to take pictures of my Dean and Sam sims, so here they are if you want to take a look. Most of the post is worksafe, but there's one section that's completely not safe for work, cuz there's penises..enjoy!!

( Th Sims 2 starring Sam and Dean Winchester )

Why does Dean Winchester always eat french fries??

And why is Sam like never ever eating??

And do you think Sam and Dean will ever have a food fight? Cuz that would be sweet.

I didn't eat breakfast, I'm at school and I'm bored out of my mind so that is what I blame for this weird question post.

Also, hi Kiernan!!!!!! *mwah*

No Sam in the Impala?? *pout* At least Dean calls me back.

and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO obselizabeth!!!!!!
I love you so much sweetie. And I hope you have an excellent birthday because you deserve it. *kisses you all over* Mwwahhhh!!

Song Title/Vid Title: Straight to Number One
Vidder: Aurielle
Artist: Touch and Go.
Category: Um..character study, I guess.
Characters: Dean and Sam mostly. Cameos by Cassie and Sarah.
Pairings: Well, some wincest is implied.
Warnings: None.
Summary: This video is basically porn without the sex..meaning Sam and Dean in their scenes with angst and sexiness and pouting and touching and everything that is super hot. Clips from supernatural.tv, jensenacklesfans.com. One promo clip from ckll@LJ.

Youtube link- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GggdV2avIpo
Zshare link- http://www.zshare.net/video/deansam_straightto1-wmv.html

by the way!! the new issue of GQ has christian bale on it. so go pick it up if ou love the hotness that is christian. cuz uh wow that guy is superhot!

List 5 things about yourself not everyone knows, and tag 5 others to do the same.

1. I watch Supernatural more than any other show or movie.
2. I find women attractive and delicate, but nothing makes me happier than when I see a dirty, sweaty, hard-working man. Preferably under the hood of a car. But saving the world or killing demons is fun too.
3. My boyfriend reminds me of Sam Winchester, and I love that. Because as nice as Dean is, I wanna settle down one day. I'm very Sam myself. After all, I love porn!! *haha*
4. I think George Clooney, Brad Pitt, and Leonardo DiCaprio are unattractive and without personalities that I find intriguing. Meaning I think they are boring. *ducks*
5. I sometimes believe that I'm CatWoman and my boyfriend is Batman. Or Gail and Dwight from Sin City. The whole badass couple thing is something we talk about all the time. He's certainly my Caped Crusader. He looks great in that leather jacket..
6. BONUS: I'm in love with Tom Welling. Love, seriously.

I tag: bitchygrrl, _charon, moondropz, obselizabeth, dotty23. *waves*

I swear James and I are on a roll. He just basically wanted to cuddle and just be together tonight. And when we were making plans, he just made my day. He says,"Let's just sit and cuddle and watch all your episodes of Supernatural that you taped." *giggle swoon* Seriously!! We watched Croatoan, Hunted, Nightshifter, Houses of the Holy, and Born Under A Bad Sign. I have all the shows from this season except Bloodlust, because I forgot to set my VCR. *guh* Anyways, we watched the only these episodes before we got tired so we just cuddled after we watched evil!Sammy be thwarted.

I called him Sammy. And he likes that. Dean is great and all, but Sam will settle down before Dean even utters the word commitment. And James' hair is even starting to do this Sammy thing. Its getting kinda long. Hopefully he'll try the long look again for a while.

*goes to sleep dreaming about her Jammy* By the way, my new ringtone is Renegade by Styx.

Damn evil!Sammy just stole my heart away. Now that's the Sammy I'd love to make freaky naughty dirty filthy messy shaggin with.

And of course, hurt!Dean was all up and around this episode. It looked like Dean was just run over by Sammy.

And Yay, Jo is back!!(faked fangirling)

I hope I have some evil!Sammy dreams tonight.

1. If you could ask Kripke one question about the show and have it answered, what would it be?
I would be asking him if had to pick one of the monsters/mythologies he thinks he would want to take on and have his own character in the show, what would it be? OR If we could bring back John, would it be in spirit or in the flesh as an immortal?
2. How do you think Sam and Dean's morals are defined? And what are they?
I think Sam's morals tend to stem from not having a mother, he goes by the book most of the time. Not saying he's predictable, just that he is a good boy, besides having a million fake IDs and stealing the cars those times but he is basically the boy you take home to Mama. Dean's morals are as follows: have fun, have fun, save the world. He does what he needs to but always takes time out of his busy schedule to make fun of Sam for being a girl, have sex with the resident hottie, and massage his car in that almost weird way.
3. During Provenance, we see that Sam is very reluctant to start any relationships, because he's afraid that the people around him will get hurt. Do you think his thoughts on this topic has changed since then? If they have, do you think they've made him even more cautious, or more relaxed?
I think he has become even more cautious lately. Because of his impending evilness, he probably feels like he can't even get too close to his brother anymore, afraid he might hurt anyone in his path. You could see it in his face, in Playthings. He just couldn't take it anymore and got drunk, which I don't think we've even seen thus far in the series..have we? Anyway, I'm almost positive that he will try something with someone just even for a moment. But will probably end up not doing anything about it.
4. We see in second season that while the mothers of some "chosen" kids died in a fire, others remain alive and healthy. Why do you think this is so? And how do you think the demon chooses who stays alive and who dies?
I think the demon knows how the death of the mother will affect the child in the long run. Since we see that only some of them have brothers and sisters, the demon probably wants to have the child feel incredibly guilty for being chosen and having the mother stolen from both children... But this is just my own thing. I've only been watching since Simon Says..so yeah.
5. If it came down to it, do you think Dean will be able to keep the promise he made to Sam and kill his brother?
As hard as it will be, I think Dean may be able to do it. He almost killed his father when the demon overtook him. But to Dean, Sammy is the most perfect little brother anyone can ask for. Poor baby would probably kill himself after hurting his brother..which I do not want to see at all. But I think Dean would want to keep the promise to both his Dad and Sammy. I'm so sad for him to make that choice though.

Song Title/Vid Title: Fidelity/Break My Heart, Break My Fall
Vidder: he_will_save_me
Artist: Regina Spektor
Category: Character Study of Dean
Characters: Dean
Pairings: None.
Warnings: None.
Summary: This is just a video of some Dean's many problems, non-commital, being almost killed, Daddy-issues.
Youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ma6yRdw1FVE
Yousendit: http://download.yousendit.com/5356BC7346A4BB5A

Song Title/Vid Title: Can't Smile Without You
Vidder: he_will_save_me
Artist: Barry Manilow
Category: Fan appreciation
Characters: Dean, Sam, John
Pairings: None.
Warnings: None.
Summary: I don't know why I made this. I wanted to prove that while Barry Manilow may be a sweet singing bird, when his song is paired with the scary shit of Supernatural, it becomes quite creepy. And I love how it turned out.
Yousendit: http://download.yousendit.com/115A2EC50DD5D127
YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=189fS_4vcY4

I made this Jensen Ackles banner all by myself. I think the blend worked well. It's only two pictures but I think I did it pretty good. And I changed my layout colors accordingly.

I even made my icon to match! *is a Sammy girl but a closet Dean-whore*

I finally saw the promo for next week's Supernatural!! And yes, I'm ecstatic. It seems that Sam will turn evil! That's my dream. Sorry, fangirls of SPN. I love puppy!Sammy but I love it when he yells and sounds like a monster. It's sexy. And it makes Dean back down when he's being an idiot. And Gordon is back!! Yes, I love Gordon, sorry once again fangirls of SPN! I loved him in Bloodlust and thought he and Dean were almost OTP. But of course, Dean/John/Sam are OT3. But Gordon is attractive to me, and so is Dean and I think a little something something could have happened in that motel room. When Sam was being all touched and prodded. Poor Sammy, but obviously Dean looks up to Gordon in some weird Sugar Daddy kind of way.

Anyway, yay for SPN next week, I can't wait to see Gordon and hear that sexy voice.

*not single* I'm gonna start leaving all my relationship news out of the LJ spotlight. It's really..Idk, it helps to get it out but I'll just get a real diary or something. So then its actually private. You guys really helped me out though. But seeing as how James hates that I write in this journal about him, I'm stopping. So, that's it for that.

I'm making some icons with House of Wax. Going nicely. And it's helping this immense hole fill up. The hole of confusion and the abyss. So that's good. Umm, yeah, I'm addicted to this movie. Seeing Jared get all waxed up, kind of a turn on. So I guess this movie is porny.

Anyways, I'm gonna go take a shower and go hang out with J. And I just finished two videos. One with some clips of the Paley interview, and then one where Dean is all sad and emo. I like him being vulnerable. I'm so Dean sometimes, I try my best to hide what I really feel behind a smile but it al comes out sooner or later. At least I don't punch my brother or something.